Laura's Journey. . .

When I was recruited for this journey I didn’t realize I was signing on for such a long journey… I’m now 10 months out from my last Herceptin treatment, a month out from my last Zometa treatment and I’m still friggin’ tired

I’m able to function don’t get me wrong, I go to work and only fall asleep once in a while on my desk  and I’m now up to walking 5x a week, so what gives?  When is this ding dong fatigue ever going to go away?  When?! 

I’ve been so tired for so long  it  is starting to mess with my head, and the tears just keep on coming when I’m tired…  I am so tired of dealing with this and tired of being tired; if it wasn’t for my friends, I’d think I was depressed, gads, that’s all I don’t need, but I can’t help but think about it because who in their right mind would cry when someone is being nice to you?  Me, that’s who.  I’m so friggin’ tired.

In this last week, it has hit me like a ton of bricks about how much I’ve been through, how much I’ve lost, and it just makes my heart so sad  add being tired to the mix, and jiminy, what a mess!

One foot forward, one foot forward.